I don’t remember the exact day that I decided to study Japanese, but I think I’m approaching the two year anniversary at some point in the next couple of months. It’s been a lot of ups and a lot of downs, a lot of “I don’t know if I can do this” and a lot of “hey, this is starting to make a little sense now”. To be frank, I’m not entirely sure where I am at the moment. I think I could probably pass the JLPT N5 if I… Read More »Two Years In
Man, has this been a difficult blog to keep up. My feelings about Japanese and Japan have oscillated over the past few months that I’ve gone from enthusiastic to “what’s the friggin’ point”, sometimes in the space of a few seconds. I still don’t really know what my block is, but I remain with the theory that it’s just so overwhelming that I can’t find a way to get a handle on it. It’s like trying to pick up the world’s smoothest basketball – with one hand – by the top.… Read More »Two More Months Later…
Posts like these are hard to write, because I never quite now how they’re quite going to turn out, and I never quite know how much of my soul I’m going to bare in the process. About three months or so ago, I had a medical crisis that caused me to pretty much drop off the grid for two months. Thankfully, I have good insurance and am in decent financial shape after having to take two months off of work, but many things in my life had to take a… Read More »Three Months Later…
A couple of days ago, I got a pretty sweet invitation. It’s the opportunity to go to Japan in a year or so, with a group. The chance also possibly (depending on the ticket lottery) involves the chance to see the 2020 Olympics. It is pretty much the chance of a lifetime. I would have a chance to use the Japanese I’ve been working really hard on learning. Maybe I’d even like it there… … and I declined. I’m not going. The honest truth is, I have no expectation whatsoever… Read More »Is Japanese a Waste of Time?
Over the past week or two, I have found something happening, and I am not sure what to make of it. On multiple occasions, I have found myself nearly responding in Japanese to an English question – and I have to consciously correct myself. Sometimes that’s before it comes out of my mouth, and sometimes it’s not. Yesterday, I was at a Sushi restaurant, and the waitress came up to ask what I wanted to drink. I replied “Mi-er, I mean, Water, please”. I very nearly said “Mizu kudasai”. I’m… Read More »Thinking in Japanese
On a YouTube channel I watch, the person who made a video mispronounced the word “Hitachi”. He pronounced it “Hai-TA-chi”. I posted a helpful comment telling him the correct way to pronounce it. Someone “took me to task” for correcting his pronunciation, with the rationalization “we aren’t Japanese”. Of course, he devolved to calling me stupid in a roundabout way, so I ended the chat But I’m going to explore that here. He’s right about one fact: we aren’t Japanese. But that’s not important. I think there are circumstances where… Read More »Pronunciation
My coworkers know that I’m learning Japanese, so today one got a bit cute and ran a phrase through Google translate: “I am ready whenever you are”. It translated to this: あなたがいるときはいつでも私は準備ができている。 It translates back to something very similar, and one would never know that anything was wrong with this phrase. And I don’t know enough Japanese to understand everything about what it translated, but I looked at it and said “that’s not right”. See, it says, literally, “Whenever you are, I am ready”. But that’s not what it means. … Read More »Never Rely on Google Translate
This morning was a very stormy day. In fact, it was so stormy, that parts of I-35 were shut down because of flooding. My Japanese lesson was scheduled for the morning. It got cancelled. But we rescheduled for the afternoon, so it was not necessarily a bad thing. Sensei told us yesterday that she only wanted us to speak to her in Japanese in the future. That did not work out. But I think it sets a good direction, so I started sending messages to the group in Japanese –… Read More »Progress
I have launched my new project. Well, “launched” is a pretty hefty word. Perhaps it would be better said, I have thrown my new project at the world, while holding out a faint hope that the world doesn’t throw it right back. It can be found at https://mygaijinlife.com. In the beginning, I fully expect I will be making liberal use of Google Translate and jisho.org. I will not be using Google Translate to translate English phrases to Japanese, as that would be cheating and contrary to the purpose of the… Read More »My Gaijin Life
It is a stormy day in Round Rock, Texas today. My Japanese teacher has decided that she now only wants to speak to the small group of people I learn with, in Japanese. I don’t like this, but I think it may be necessary. I’ve been feeling a little stuck lately – and I have no confidence in anything but the most basic written and spoken Japanese – so I don’t want to. But I’m going to see what I can do. That means, I think that it’s probably time… Read More »It is time.