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Alien (Gaijin)

There have been, and are, several reasons for this site.  But I think ultimately the reason I created and still write in this site is to help me work out stuff by writing, and I just so happen to do it publicly sometimes.  I need to do that now.  So, here we go. If I were to give a word to how I have felt throughout my entire life, I think I would use the word “isolation”.  The Japanese word “gaijin” really does encompass in many ways how I feel… Read More »Alien (Gaijin)

Alien

I am an alien. When I was a child, I looked for belonging with my family. I never found it. I looked for belonging from my church. I never found it. I looked for belonging from God. I never found it. I looked for belonging from friends. I never found it. I looked for belonging from jobs. I never found it. I looked for belonging from girlfriends. I never found it. I looked for belonging online. I never found it. I looked for belonging from hobbies. I never found it.… Read More »Alien